Ratgoddess’ blog

meh

2009-09-22T14:01:28Z

I'm in the new apartment... I actually like it pretty well. Lots of stuff to unpack (sigh). Dentist appointment this morning, wherein he told me (again) that I really need to have my wisdom teeth out. When I hear things like that, all I see are...

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sigh

2009-09-03T13:23:56Z

Signed a lease on an apartment... I miss my friends, I'm depressed, I didn't take my medication last night. I'm lonely. I came home from work and slept for 12 hours straight. Was feeling suicidal again and made Steve promise to keep the cats if...

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this space for rent?

2009-08-19T04:28:20Z

Every few days, I check the local obituaries to see if any of our patients from work have died... it's not as morbid as it sounds. A lot of our prescriptions are queued up automatically when it's time to refill them, and then the patient receives...

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homehunting

2009-08-05T13:57:59Z

I found a duplex that will take all me along with all my pets... trying to hold out as long as possible before renting anything but I'm so tired of everything hanging over me that I just want to get it over with. However, I told Steve that if I r...

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premeditation

2009-08-01T02:06:59Z

I'm packing!

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paxil

2009-07-10T13:50:27Z

I took Paxil to the vet this morning to check out this odd lump he'd developed on the side of his neck... I first felt it about a month ago, but he's got so much hair that it was kind of difficult to keep an eye on it. Not a huge lump, so hard to...

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expectant vs. overweight

2009-07-08T02:53:02Z

At the bookstore tonight, it occurred to me that if a woman walks around rubbing her stomach, people will assume she is pregnant and not just fat. I'm pretty sure I saw some fat women utilizing this tactic - I think I'll give it a try sometime. ...

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me and you and everyone we know

2009-07-06T00:51:03Z

This was a wonderful movie. I didn't want it to stop.

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4 july

2009-07-05T15:22:28Z

Yesterday was "meh" for the most part... Steve and I had a fight the night before, so I left almost as soon as I woke up and went to Nelina's house. Her new boyfriend came over, and for some reason I found myself jealous after a couple hours... h...

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GMAC & Jean-Paul

2009-06-28T14:13:59Z

I received a call from my lienholder asking if I'd like to do a "workout" (not of the gym-going kind). I have already requested once to have a restructuring of my mortgage but was denied due to my income level. Apparently now it's different beca...

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